Also, I think I might switch this blog over to recording some of my experinces playing around with machine learning, etc. but that is a project for another day.
Tuesday, September 19, 2017
Indeed
So, really just 2 things... I generally avoid comment sections, but for some reason, today I have allowed myself to dive in. I regret it. ouch. people do not have any kind of ability to express themselves or understand what the are alegedly responding to. I will go back to ignoring comment sections agressivly.
Thursday, March 17, 2016
Oh wow...
That was obviously a really bad day for me.
And it was something like 4 or 5 months later that I thought things got really bad. Apparently that November was the only good month I had during my ~3 years up there.
And it was something like 4 or 5 months later that I thought things got really bad. Apparently that November was the only good month I had during my ~3 years up there.
Thursday, September 5, 2013
It makes me wonder...
if I really am doing something wrong, or if I really am as incompetent as people seem to think I am.
I'd just up and leave, but the only outcome I can imagine from that is more people yelling at me.
I'd just up and leave, but the only outcome I can imagine from that is more people yelling at me.
Daily Interactions
I wish fewer of my daily interactions (in both work and personal affairs) were not people chewing me out for not living up to their expectations or priorities.
Work: If you are a customer and don't like our business model, find someone else to buy from rather than wasting half an hour each week telling me how you would do things differently. I wouldn't care even if I had power to do something about it. (At this time I choose not to address the conflicting internal priorities that are thrown my way.)
Personal: Oh god where do I begin. Landlords, real estate agents, neighbors, unwanted tenants, all have shit they feel I should be doing or have already done or whatever. I'm trying. Get off my fucking back, it really isn't helpful at all. It does generate a surfeit of animosity though, making me less likely to pay any attention at all.
Blah. If everything/anything else in life were stable, steady and/or going well I might be able to deal with some of this shit. But it's this kind of transition period that always breaks me.
I really dislike people.
Work: If you are a customer and don't like our business model, find someone else to buy from rather than wasting half an hour each week telling me how you would do things differently. I wouldn't care even if I had power to do something about it. (At this time I choose not to address the conflicting internal priorities that are thrown my way.)
Personal: Oh god where do I begin. Landlords, real estate agents, neighbors, unwanted tenants, all have shit they feel I should be doing or have already done or whatever. I'm trying. Get off my fucking back, it really isn't helpful at all. It does generate a surfeit of animosity though, making me less likely to pay any attention at all.
Blah. If everything/anything else in life were stable, steady and/or going well I might be able to deal with some of this shit. But it's this kind of transition period that always breaks me.
I really dislike people.
Another new blog.
Yay Just what the internet needs.
I'm not sure this is what I need though. I need some kind of private or semi-private space to vent, to release the angst and pressure in my head.
we will see. or rather I will.
I'm not sure this is what I need though. I need some kind of private or semi-private space to vent, to release the angst and pressure in my head.
we will see. or rather I will.
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